ramblings…

The last time i wrote it was few days before the exam. As of now, exam is out already .. and doing attachment in BBG, Shah Alam. Sam if u r reading this,  i am learning a considerable lot there. So no, it wasnt a bad choice. And charlene, how are u doin dear? wink* wink* haha. Wanie, my sv has started disappearing too. Sigh… Tapi takpe saye da bleh masuk dgn staf2 lain. Huhu. And dani, whaddaya xpect me to say abt that donadoni huh? Oh comelnye, seswai dgn awak. Ergkk.. Hehe yelah glowing, ape2la. Amir n didie, for ur info i’ll b havin my skool reunion kat rebung (i x cadang situ ek!). Nak join tak? Wink* Wink* wink* This time bawak minus one tros ek =P Iza, kawan2 ofis saye tlah mtransfer lagu2 tvxq kedlm pc mereka. Huhu. Btw, yung tat ckp muflih from iys is now in msia specifically rawang..if u still remember which one la. And yes tentatively i’ll b startin my driving lessons ryt after attachmt. To P.Abu and Wan, udah2le pakai itam putih tu =P Emma, i’ve said what needs to be said, so takyah mention here…since its already mentioned elsewhere haha! And to sulastri a.k.a. robocop versi (P), sile ingatkan saye LOTR awak. And mak long, cite "The Others" awak gak. Huhu dah berkurun.

P/s: Sebenarnye malas nak pegi page sorg2. Page sendiri pn tak terupdate.

My God..Exam is less than a month away and I don’t know what I’m doing. Worse still, i don’t know what I’ve been doing. And just when u think that  its the right time for u to take a break, collect yourself and reflect back whatever u did or supposed to so, the phone will start ringing or some unfinished matter will crop up that u had to abandon that time for yourself. Its frustrating…to keep saying to yourself…this I’ll do when i had the time to but u cant seem to find one. Its devastating…to know that its time u get a grip on yourself …but u always seem to find a more pressing matter needed to be dealt with. Its making you feel like a hopeless and disorganized…to know that something is not right with
yourself…and everyone is worrying about you…and you keep telling them and yourself that nothing is wrong…truth is you don’t know cause you seem to be too busy to  find out the truth, so u suppress whatever it is that u r feeling since u think  its not material to dwell on for the time being.

Psycho…

So much have happened everything seems like a blur as it passed through. Vox is coming out (thank you 4 all your efforts) , term-end sale will run tomorrow (do come)  and my lawsoc term is gonna end soon. Phew… Oh yah, i’m joining the GYS 08 team. Dont ask me whether its a good thing or otherwise. Truth be told, it is an honest NO, but the situation was such that i had to take it up. So people, please please don’t bring this up as one of the things to converse about. I’m so not in the mood to talk about it. Time may come where i’ll sincerely accept the post, but not now. Oh yeah, and another thing, that thing on my face.. It’s overwhelming that everyone is concerned about my condition and i appreciate that folks, really. But i’m basically gonna give it another week , then only i’ll consider a more thorough approach.

Done!!! Today i printed, photocopied and sent d whole thing to get em hard covered. Finally, my project paper finished for good. Dare not think  what  i’ll get from the examiners. There are still lotsa things goin on actually but for now, let me savour this rare moment first. Huhu.

Signing out. Good nite peeps.

Nothin much happened lately. Been busy with prjct paper i even skip classes. Sigh… Tons to edit though the max. words permitted are already way over d limit!
Dined at chinoz yesterdy. Quite a nice place.. n watch the rock in Game Plan after that. I was skeptic at first..but it turned out to be a nice, light movie.

Gotta continue searching d media cases. Later…

I’m pretty sure nobody’s gonna read this. But i’m still gonna be writin if i feel like it =p skool has started as usual. I’m still with my p.paper and i want nothing else but a job done worth everything i’ve put into making it a paper. Phew…

p/s: How bad do u think i am at math ??

Its 4.53 a.m. Had kfc juz now. Last tym i slept was sumtym around 6-7pm. Not that i cracked my head trying my might to finish my project ppr, its juz this is wut it wuz lyk for d past few days.

its 5.07a.m…still drowsy…

I spent the whole afternoon yesterday reading a book on hypnotheraphy. The very last chapter is on self-hypnosis, how-to. Believe me, as exciting as it gets, it is some scary stuffs. Bottomline is that this self-hypnosis if done appropriately could change your self to the better without you realising the process. Pretty cool huh?

LOL

Shoot! Its damn frustratin i tell ya. Keep tellin myself to pull it together so i can get this thing over with but sometime…alryt, most of the time i just dont feel like doin it anymore. No matter how many ‘good luck’s and ‘all d best’es i received from well-wishers(Thank you for your good hearts peeps =) Really).

Shoot…

The next meeting coming up would be 26 dec which means i’v eto b back here ryt aft christmas. Went to Perak yesterday and slept like mad ryt until noon today. Gotta start on that chapter 4 by today. Btw we watched alvin & d chipmunx last 2 days. I was sceptical at first but they are juz total cuties! My fave line is "Dave, can i sleep in your bed? I’ve juz had a nightmare…" That’s theodore, d cutest among the three. Oops, i better not let wanie read this, since she bans ‘direktor haram’ as among her frens =P

Gtg =)